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You gotta resurrect that deep pain within you
and give it a place to live
that's not within your body.
Let it live in art.
Let it live in writing.
Let it live in music.
Let it be devoured
by building brighter connections.
Your body is not a coffin for pain to be buried in.
Put it somewhere else.

-Ehime Ora




I feel like something is brewing, and potentially has been for some time. A dis-ease, a boredom, a settling, a loss, a lack of any kind of positive movement.

I see myself slowly creeping into something or someone I do not like. I'm more judgemental, anxious, depressed, tired, hopeless.

I am less spontaneous, joyful, creative, physically healthy, and clear-headed/sharp.

What has happened to me? Can I get back who I once was, or is that not even who I should strive for anymore? I think I need to devote more time to my own well-being. It's hard to change, it's easy to just stay stuck. I'm used to being stuck.

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